Lonely in the city

Today, My brother is finally relocating to Bangalore, after spending more than a decade in New Delhi. One of the main reason for me to be in New Delhi besides its closeness to Varanasi (my home town) is that I was having my big bro living at the other end of National Capital Region.

Now here, I am lonely single, not ready to mingle living in outskirts of Delhi.

I really find it strange that the reason for which I was in Delhi is not going to be there at all and, I'll have no excuse to say that why the heck I am not able to switch my job.

Now, I need to find a solid reason for not switching my job since I have joined IT industry, also for working for peanuts. Its been four years in a IT firm which was one of my dream company in my college days, its been four years of making and loosing friends, its been four years of living a life in a metro, full of unspoken dreams and pain and pursuit of happiness, and still I want more of it, no change and no gains.

but, hope still floats!